Wit kiki

Till today, I still don lk her...
And when I see her, I don feel lk talking to her...
I juz keep quiet and stare at her.. but she is too innocent to noe bout this...

I had a great time wit kiki ytd...
Its been a very long time we had not been lk this...
Spent time the whole day doing stuff together...
Went for dinner together and supper till late night...
Zhu Whee was right...
Its not her fault.. Why should I run away from things juz lk tat?
Sry kiki...
for being lk this...
I will be better.. and spend more time wit u...
Sry oh!!

Visitors

In this blog, I do really really need to thank all my frens who had been there for me when I really need them..
It was really a critical condition last fri and all of my gang quickly sent me to the nearby clinic and to NCI... I was damn touch by them who had carried me and drove me there... They were so worried bout me and I can feel that they really treat me very nice...
I never had such frens lk them....

They had been visiting me more than once.. and brough me chocs and fruits!!! lol.. chocs seems to be so so wrong but it was all Aubai's bad idea!! hahaha...but I lk it^^
My petsis- Aditha, really care for me... and Shuang, Johnny, Brandon, Aubai, and lots more and of cos Chia who was carrying me too!! They claim tat Im too heavy and should go on diet after this!!! Wat the!!!

Today, Zhu Whee and the rest of CF ppl came to visit me...
Im really happy and I am shock to see him...
His hair looks diff and I was lk thinking wat happen to his hair.. LOl...
But it looks nice on him^^
Erm...
They prayed for me..
and I made the group very quiet cos I don noe wat to talk to them...
Im very quiet... Way too quiet...
If ony there was me and brandan, the gang will ony speaks up...
lol
But Im happy tat Zhu Whee and the gang came to visit me^^

Now Im still here...
Ony can go online and do some reading..
I cant wait to go back to classes...
Really couldnt wait anymore...
I don lk to skip classes...
Exam is near, Oh lord!! help me to do full of my preparation!!!

Disappointed wit them....

Im very disappointed wit her.. and her...
and they are both one of my best fren among the others...
How could she had done this to me?
Maybe you wouldnt noe how hurt it is for me, but I do feel hurt of everything you both did...
I don care if its a misunderstanding btw us both wat I see and observed had prove me...
My final decision to be made is to cut off any frenship wit you guys...
So I hope if you noe who you are, pls don let me see you anymore and talk to you anymore...
Pls don think Im stupid tat I don noe anything, Im not as stupid as you think!!
I hate ppl who lies behind my back and so do you...

Currently, Im wit my best frens...
They are the gang from my class...
Love to be wit them...
I feel happy and although I miss my home, I juz wish everyday I could be lk this...
Spending time studying, eating together and etc...
and now, Johnny and Edita is part of us too!! ^^
Before this sem, I never though I will join them..
But Im happy to be wit them...
I wish tat even if till the day we had to be separated, we will still be together... hanging out and talking nonsense together...^^

Love being wit them... ^^

lonely heart

heart not feeling well...
Stg is missing and it wonders why...
Hope everything will be fine and it will run smoothly under God's will...

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He likes me or he likes me not?

Orbing trip in Titiwangsa

This is the first time I feel so comfortable in church and this is the way it should be!!!
The youth went to Orbing for the first time, actually Im new here... So they are kinda new to me..
But Julius is my primary schoolfren and Michelle is my previous church fren and its a fate tat I met both of them here...

Of cos I would be abit shy cos I don noe anyone of them..
But after this trip, I got to noe more about them...
They were so nice to me but sometimes I can feel lk some of them don really lk me... I don noe la but I juz be myself and I don really care if they lk me or not...
Vergeenee and Elizabeth borrow me each of their slippers and shorts since I have forgotten tat Im going to this trip and its a bad day tat I am the only one who wore skirts and high heels!!! darn it!!!

There was this guy- Bryan, talks to me alot more than the others...
So far so good.. I feel comfortable talking to him..
I don havta think for anything to say or chat wit him..
and me and Michelle were together in this orbing...
It was fun after all but its kinda dizzy...
lol

Later on, we had lunch at Wangsa Maju and Bryan and some of the frens left us, since they havta go back to church to do stg bout the Mission trip I guess..
But Michelle and Julius was there...
and this is the time, where I know the rest of the youth...
They were funny and there were two sam in our youth.. the jr and the senior. lol. and both hav diff characteristic, quiet and talkative!! haha...

Julius still keep in touch wit that Ma fella.. our primary classmates.. I cant believe lol...
After all, he still talking to him and I don even noe where he is now...

In conclusion, this trip is the best after all..
and I love to be in this church, in this youth and they are fun!!!
Cant wait to know more about them..
Hope to see them soon...

2nd of September!!!

I guess this blog is no longer private.. haha..
Well..
All this while, Im still happy to have friends surround me..
And for the past few days, I have been hanging out wit him almost every night...
Obviously I din say I lk him la.. We're juz frens and ytd I bang into Xeel.. lol

Today, Im so sleepy in class and I don even hav the energy to grab the pen after sometime...
and as usual, after the class, me, shuang, nadya, dhavina and johnny walk together to the car and I drove Nadya's car for the first time..
I mean its the first time I drove a manual car in Inti.. lol

We had lunch at dining hall as usual and laughed and talked all the way we could.. Brandan join us too...
Being single is not a bad idea after all...
I still have my own sweet time to do my own things...
I can do whatever things I lk to do...
But... stg is not very right...
I juz duno why...

Later Im gonna hav p6 class agn..
haiz...
really lazy la!!!
and this night, Im gonna hang out wit my classmates...
and I wonder if tonight will I hav the energy to go out wit him agn?
or I juz sleep under my bed?
or I juz havta start revising my homeworks?
I don noe...
But I hope that I wont fall asleep in the class agn...
and NO TUTORIALS PLS!!!